yourself


I’m sitting in the library of the university I go to and it’s early in the morning and I don’t have class until 11 and no homework to do. Earlier this week I was feeling like I had so much homework all the time and I was afraid I wasn’t going to get anything done in my life because I’m constantly worrying about accomplishing my school work and not feeling fulfilled by the most of it. I just dropped a class which was a little scary for me, but it was not the best investment for my life and I think I’m going to be okay and everything is going to work out fine, even better than had I stayed with the program. SO ANYWAY, I’m sitting here and I realize that I can go read a non-required book that I really want to learn from, and I can email my friends and tell them I love them and I can invite them over for great dinner parties and I FEEL like I have so much time to make progress with the great things that I really dream about. And I’m going to get straight A’s. And everything is going to be fine, better than fine - great!

I wish to thank….
my ex boyfriend…. thanks for allowing me to see myself clearer, to reflect on myself more in order to be a better person, and to follow the dharma more closely. though you have hurt me deeply, but i still want to thank you for those wonderful memories you have given me when we were together
my family…. for supporting me when i was in depression and going thru the difficult times
my friends….for lending me their listening ears whenever i broke down and giving me encouragement and words of comfort
a few others… for excusing me when i did things which i shouldn’t when i was out of control of my emotions
buddha and his teachings… which has helped me a great deal thru this ordeal

a big thank you
lim suyin

Today is my birthday firstly to thank my parents for giving birth me so that I have this body and life to know the Dharma.

I would also like to thank my dear uncles, aunts, cousins,  friends in the BS, school and also other organisations. Thanks for the sms, presents, emails and also wishes in person. I really appreciate the time we spend together working, talking or eating. Life is more meaningful with you around.

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