Mon 2 Apr 2007
my first post and I’m grateful for it
Posted by lyonesseofgod under all , friends , yourselfNo Comments
I’m sitting in the library of the university I go to and it’s early in the morning and I don’t have class until 11 and no homework to do. Earlier this week I was feeling like I had so much homework all the time and I was afraid I wasn’t going to get anything done in my life because I’m constantly worrying about accomplishing my school work and not feeling fulfilled by the most of it. I just dropped a class which was a little scary for me, but it was not the best investment for my life and I think I’m going to be okay and everything is going to work out fine, even better than had I stayed with the program. SO ANYWAY, I’m sitting here and I realize that I can go read a non-required book that I really want to learn from, and I can email my friends and tell them I love them and I can invite them over for great dinner parties and I FEEL like I have so much time to make progress with the great things that I really dream about. And I’m going to get straight A’s. And everything is going to be fine, better than fine - great!

